Wednesday, May 14, 2008

... if we can really think this way

Another slow day... nothing much to do... and getting bored
so doing my favourite time pass.... just surfing on random subjects.... and came across this little prayer.... and thought it's worth sharing.
Half of the problems of life will be solved if we can really think this way :) ... at least let's try.


" Heavenly Father, Help us remember that the jerk who cut us off in traffic last night is a single mother who worked nine hours that day and is rushing home to cook dinner, help with homework, do the laundry and spend a few precious moments with her children.

Help us to remember that the pierced, tattooed, disinterested young man who can’t make change correctly is a worried 19-year-old college student, balancing his apprehension over final exams with his fear of not getting his student loans for next semester.

Remind us, Lord, that the scary looking bum, begging for money in the same spot every day (who really ought to get a job!) is a slave to addictions that we can only imagine in our worst nightmares.

Help us to remember that the old couple walking annoyingly slow through the store aisles and blocking our shopping progress are savoring this moment , knowing that, based on the biopsy report she got back last week, this will be the last year that they go shopping together.

Heavenly Father, remind us each day that, of all the gifts you give us, the greatest gift is love. It is not enough to share that love with those we hold dear. Open our hearts not to just those who are close to us, but to all humanity. Let us be slow to judge and quick to forgive, show patience, empathy and love. "


Author Unknown

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

ME THEN…. ME NOW

Hummm… just finished reading my last post.
Its been six months…. Huh :O
…and I’m not the same person anymore :(
But still the way of writing… ooops… typing… remains same
I guess… these little things…. These habits... only make us… who we are
Don’t know what I’m saying… but still I believe… you’ve understood what I couldn’t say

Oh by the way….. OSO was quite intertaining… and Sawariya… a big flop show…
(I know that you already know this… but still …)
How amazing that Ranbir and Sonam are not tagged as “flop”
Only the movie was a miss… not the stars…. Grt
M happy for them :)


Oky…. Time for flashback ;)

Date: … ummmm… I don’t remember… but that was just before Diwali
Time: … afternoon… I guess
Didn’t have much work… and was getting bored…. So I decided to pay lil attention to my dear blog… which I had created… for nothing else but timepass ;)

Pooh… leave those unnecessary details aside.
I was quite a happy person… or say… happier in compare to present :P
Yeah… happiness is quite a subjective matter that way…
Its only now that I’m realizing … I “was” ..”happy” at that time.
In the night you realize that during the day.. it was so bright and nice… :/ … ummm … something like that
But … still .. I like this unhappiness… because … next time … when the happiness comes back…. I will value it (hopefully ;) and will waste no time worrying about “if” :P
Heheheh… don’t give me those looks… I know easier said than done…. I ‘m most likely to do the same mistakes again and again… but “abhi ke liye…ye khayal achcha hai ;)”

What else…. Office and boss… are still same….
But I’ve learnt to deal with them in better manner…. :D
Now she doesn’t really give me any surprised looks when I ask her silly questions..
Oh …by the way… now I ask only 90 questions per day… :P 20 questions lesser than earlier

Gosh… so much has happened between…. That day… and … this day
Hardly 5 months… and … life is just so different now..
Actually no… life is still same… but the way I look at it now… is different…. Very different

Oops…. I am talking just about myself… and you must be getting bore… coz I’m not even giving any intresting details and jus going on cribbing about “something” :P
Hehehhe…. I didn’t ask you to read this… did i? ;)
But so sweet of you that you are still reading… :)…. Muuuaaahhhh
But don’t torture yourself anymore….. there is no “mirch-masala” you gonna get here
Its just upset ME …. Who wanted to talk… not to anyone in particular…but not even to myself…. So what better option than this blog….
…and I guess I am done now… or may be not… ummmmmm
Do I really want to write further…????
I don’t know….
I’d thought I am done… but my fingers are still going on… :/
Its difficult to understand people…. But at times its more difficult to understand your own self….. at least…for me it is…. :P
Oooohh… stop it….. stop typing…. Come on….
Mr. brain is tired and giving red alerts …
Come on kids… I know you love to type… but now its time to take some rest….
Erierjoewjrioewjrewrje…. Elreireji
Dfoerjiejre
Siernerne

Direire
Dorferier
Eirenre

Huh… oky… tired now…. :)
Byeeeeeeeeeeee
Take care of yourself …(I really mean it ;)

Love you all
:)
Cheers

Monday, November 5, 2007

LONG TIME….

Hello my little space…
I had almost forgotten about my dear blog…. :(
How could i???

Sorryyyyyyyyyy

Well… can’t think of anything interesting to write. Mind is jus full of all the “to do” lists. :P … yeah… I might sound like the most “lost in dreamland” person… but helllooo…. I can work too… how well… or how bad…. Is another question…. But yeah… for change these dayz m really busy…….. (most of the time jus troubling my boss with 100 n 10 questions per day… jus too get world’s most amazed expressions from her :D … naah… jus joking… she is too sweet to be tortured…. Hummm… hearing someone talking good about their boss is quite unusual… isn’t it? … hehe but when it comes to me… I guess any boss is better than an employee like me ;) … after all … even they should get a chance to crib about someone :D

Huh… enough of self critic I guess….
But wht to do… cant think of any better topic… mind is all occupied trying to decide which movie should be given preference … Om shanti Om ..or .. Sawariya… heheh
Yeah me tooo…. Why not… when the whole world (I mean the limited world I know ;) is talking abt this only…. How can I be left un-touched by the famous topic.

One has “the” famous SRK … the other one has “hot” looking (thts wht ppl say… I guess becoz of his towel dropping scene..which is censored by gov. now …;) Ranbir Kapoor

One has Deepika playing “dreamgal” (of our T20 cricketers ;)…. The other has pretty gal…with easy to relate gal next door looks…. Sonam Kapoor

One is by Farah Khan… other one by Sanjay Leela Bhansali… (sorry to say.. but none is my fav. … of course tht doesn’t mean tht they are not good )

USP of first one- bringing back 70’s style n fashion… for the other one its… (as always in Sanjay’s movies..) fantastic … larger than life… beautiful sets and costumes.

…….well well… this comparison can go on n on…. As even you might be doing the same discussion with your friends and colleagues… … but it really doesn’t matter that much…. Think about those new comer kids…. They have too much of “unnecessary” hype created.. much before the release. Viewers will be expecting A LOT from them… even the smallest flaw can disappoint them. I hope they are all prepared and has considered this before letting their PR people do this war planning. As its said… Too much of advertising can make a bad product fail much faster. But lets hope that… our new bollywood faces are not only good… but super good products … and we won’t be disappointed.... for our diwali gift… ;)

Wish you all A VERY HAPPY AND PROSPEROUS DIWALI. To all Gujjus… HAPPY NEW YEAR :) …. Have fun everyone… enjoy the movies… and please let me know your reviews… :D

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Was jus thinking… that its been quite some time since I haven’t updated my blog. ( ..Don’t know if anyone even reads it :p …but still jus for ma self.. ) … so I jus thought… since its holiday n ‘m still in d office…. Absolutely no work… so why not to utilize this time…..started wid few lines.. but gosh… just cant concentrate on one thing… my thoughts are just so scattered today… or say… so many thoughts… and nearly impossible to put them in one basket :/ ..huh

Hey…I can write abt my office..heheh… I luv cribbing abt my office n work ;) … basically thts the reason why I work… so tht I have some new topics to talk abt… I can curs my boss for all tiny-winy problems of my life (including.. bad hair dayz..heheh) :p … can crib abt office and how life becomes miserable between over demanding coustmer and dumb suppliers.. ……ankhon me teri…ajab si ajab si aadain hain…hoooo…. Humm .. I want to watch this movie… SRK is looking cute even at this age.. :p … huh… wht all they do to maintain themselves… and then working 16 to 20 hours …. Damn… I love my easy life….. oh sorry… was I talking abt something else before? :O … ummm.. let me read it again…

BACK ON THE TRACK…

Yeah… I was talking abt my office… and the reasons why I work… hummm … huh… wht a day to talk abt work.. when I don’t have any work… and ‘m writing this as proof of it… :p … but still…its quite an intresting place… and while I’m writing this… some one shouts at the back… “hey… LLTT” (ugh… now whose there to bug me.. :/) ….( huh.. not me… he is shouting at someone else… but thts quite a weird style number… ) … “ me? … what does tht mean?” (oh.. means.. tht wasn’t a style code) … “ heheh.. tht means.. “Looking London Talking Tokyo” (lolz… I should’ve guessed it… but tht lady’s eyesight looks find to me.. :O) …. “hey… I’m not a squint :/” (I agree) “ lol… not tht… its becoz you are looking so lost today “ …(huh… m glad he doesn’t work wid me… gosh.. don’t want to even imagine wht pharse he would’ve come up wid… for me ) hoooo ankhon me teriiiii… uuuuhhhhhh… not again… hey baby… jilenede iss pal kooo… oho… I didn’t mean another song… :/ …. Concentrate… concentrate…

Let me tell you about my team. Coolest team in the entire office :) (after all they’ve got me ;) … ah seriously… our team is coolest… with most hectic buyer…. Heheh… all other departments hate our buyer … the moment our buyer’s name is pronounce… it fells upon everyone like a magic spell… and the faces would say “we jus hate ur buyers”.. :p … at times even we do hate them… but hey… we’ve got valid reasons for tht…. They are so particular about everything… will keep rejecting our submits.. till the time we give up and take a stand… “Listen dude… it cant be better then this… accept it or jus cancel it… this is the best we can do :/… heheh… of course this my version… the mail would be sent in better language… but believe me… they jus love to torture us… :( With 100 phones and mails per day… :p …. I believe I can flyyy … didn’t I jus tell u to shut-up???

Oh…you must be wondering… what work I do…. Well… jus in rite time… here comes my team-leader… “umm.. show me your nails” … I obery..like a good kid… “ humm… here.. take this garment… stupid ppl have sealed wrong label on it.. jus scrap it off plz.” … “ :O … ummm… oky… as you say :/ “ …

So bye people…. I’ve got to ‘scrap off’ other people’s mistake…. :p .. cheers everyone. :)

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Rapid fire round ;)

I know I’m very moody person. But today I just got shocked by my own speed of changing moods…lolz :P

I was really upset about something… so just called up my Bro. and here goes the story….

00:00
I: helll…oooo (voice… almost cracking)
Bro: WHT HAPPENED?
I: (sob..sob)
I’m really upset…(sob…sob)… why this happens wid me only…. I m most miserable creature on earth… blah blah blah……
(sob…sob)

00:03
Bro: You and your stupid stories…lolz
I: hehehhehe… I know :P
Bro: Pagal…hahhaha
I: shut up…lolz… don’t laugh on my tragedy… stupid :D

00:08
I: I’m missing home… mommyyyy :(
Bro: yeah… me too
I: Feeling homesick.. lil worried also
Bro: hummm… I know… but don’t worry…they are alrite.

00:11
Bro: oh… shut up plzzzzzzzzz
I: Yeah… you don’t want to listen,
Bro: I hate you :/
I: I know it very well :/

00:13
Bro: hahhahah… how YOU got to know about this?
I:…. Tht’s a secreat ;)
Bro: lolz… intresting news… any other gossip? ;)

00:16
I: I’m worried about my job :(
Bro: humm.. don’t worry… “sab thik ho jaye ga’

00:19
I: life is so strange naa….
Bro: tht’s rite
I: at times I feel… we know so little
Bro: hummm… now will you please stop being so philosophical :P


00:22
silence

00:23
I: ohhh…. Stop gving me advices … I don’t need them.
Bro: of course… u do
I: ugh… don’t irritate me now.
Bro: why not ;) … its fun
I: NOT for me.. :/
Bro: :D
I: You are so mean

00:28
I: hey… just watched CHAK DE yesterday… good movie :)
Bro: I’m going for it tomorrow
I: any other movie you watched recently?

00:32
I: (singing a Himesh Reshmiya sont ;)
Bro: plzzzzzzzzzzz… I beg u….. STOP IT.

00:34
Bro: (singing another Himesh Reshmiya ;)
I: (screaming) SHUTTTTT UPPPPP

00:40
I: huh…. I miss you so much
Bro: me too :)
I: glad I could get through ur no. today
Bro: humm
I : … otherwise most of the time your phone is either switched off or out of coverage area :/
Bro: .hheheh… lucky me ;)
I: lolz… I see

00:44
I: oye… you’ve already done enough damage to my balance… bye now…tc :)
Bro: …lolz… bye bye.. tc :P

:)

( I guess I can set some kind of world record for changing maximum moods in minimum time ;) … why ya say?? :D )

Friday, July 27, 2007

Lemon tree (lyrics)

This is one of my favourite songs....

Title: Fool's Garden - Lemon Tree lyrics


I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder


Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree


I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

... about a gal :)

….

She lives in the “wonderland”… Suddenly everything changed in her life… nothing is as it used to be. Now she can’t eat properly becoz funny butterflies has occupied her stomach :D … can’t sleep becoz silly thoughts about someone special keep spinning her brain… can’t concentrate on any damn thing. Most of the time she doesn’t even know what she is doing. Jus keeps smiling to herself… as if something invisible keeps tickling her ;D

She would be sitting in front of the TV but won’t have any idea what channel she is watching (unless its his show ;) …. Suddenly all the love songs start making sense and everything else becomes “nonsense” ..lolz. Whether its day or night… doesn’t make any difference anymore… becoz 24 x 7 she has only one person to think about.

Red color seems to be the most beautiful thing in the world… and roses look like some heavenly thing… she imagines... how beautiful it would look when a bunch of fresh red roses would appear out of thin air…. How wonderful it would be to have a ride with him at the mid night and touch the starts… the Moon looks like something totally magical. Even in the most crowded place she sees only him. She takes stroll with him in the wonderland garden and listens to his stories for hours n hours. They sit on the soft clouds and talk about his friends and his school. Though he doesn’t really look that extra ordinary… but she finds him really cute and adorable. Even his short tempered nature… seems to be a part of cuteness. ;)

Oh… but what is this… earthquake or what????.......

**….BUZZ……**

“……..HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO…. WAKE UP… gal you jus keep dreaming about him all the time… you haven’t even started packing your stuff… what have you been doing since the morning???? .. listen…. Harry Potter is just an imaginary character… he doesn’t really exist … so plzzzzzzzzz… for a while… come back from your dreamland… and finish your work.”

“ohoo… Mom... I knowwwwwwwww… but plz don’t keep me reminding about it again n again.. it hurts ;) … lolz

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Never left my fingertips :D

Generally people would say…. “… never left my lips” … but since most of the time ‘m talking with my frndz online… I would say “the words came till my wrist… but never left my fingertips” :D

Don’t want to hold it back anymore… so here I go ;)

• I like bugging you … coz u always come up with really interesting replies ;)

• Oh… it was just a joke. (Why do I need to tell you this every time???)

• You are really a sweet person… but it’s damn difficult to make a conversation with you. :(

• Ummmm… I do feel like messaging you … really want to know… what are u doing these dayz…. but on second thoughts… most probably you won’t reply back… so should I still do it?... ummmm… naaaaaaaaaah… chuck it.

• Have just started hating the question “whtz up” … coz ‘m tired of giving the age old answer “nothing much” :( (huh… not your fault)

• That’s really sweet of you … but … the answer is NO :(

• I know you are trying to make me feel jealous. ;D

• At times I can’t believe that you are already 25... You talk like a kid. :)

• Okyyyyyyyy… this is the 5th time you are telling me the same thing. (come on... you can trust my memory :D)

• Oh… and this is the 4th time you are asking the same question (Now… I don’t trust your memory :(

Shinchan is cute… if you don’t like him.. ur problem :/

• I really don’t know how to react to this one :O

• Wow… we got a new topic for argument… yuppiiiiiiiieeeeeee… ‘m so happy now… :D

• The honest answer would be… Yes you are rite in whteva u just said about urself. :( …….. but……………..

• I really don’t know what you are talking about … so jus … “hummmm” (I’ve started liking this word more n more :D … it really helps at times)

:O Didn’t you really get bored of listening to nonsense I talk?

Sunday, July 8, 2007

Don't read... its just all crap

State of mind: “confused”
Mood: Extremely bad
Desire: To run away
Temperature: High
Type of thoughts: All negative
Hope: 0
Future: Blur
Expected result: Blast
Answer to any
Damn question:
“I don’t know”


Well… not a new thing for me… but could never understand … why it happens?? Not only me… many of my frndz also face this at times. And I find it very easy to tell them that…
“jus relax… everything will be alrite… jus let this phase pass… n u will be laughing on urself for these foolish thoughts.” … coz that’s the fact.
But alas... when it happens to myself… I jus forget my lines… :/

I wonder if … “being confused” … can be really considered as a PROBLEM? … I mean… for example… financial crisis, illness, loosing a job, having too many responsibilities, a mean boss or a fight with bf/gf are “obviously” considered as problems… but what about the “confusion”…… huh… confused.

When my mind clearly knows that “something” is ALMOST impossible… and even if it was possible… its just a crazy idea… then why the hell my heart would still want it to happen????? STUPID

When I already know… that I can’t do anything in the present situation… and will HAVE TO just go with the flow… why I would still think about silly questions like “why” and “what”????

When I also believe that whatever is happening is good for me (PRACTICALLY THINKING) … why I would still wish to do something which won’t be good for me????

When there is no visible problem around me… why I am still not happy?

Why I would ask only for what I can’t get… instead of valuing what I’ve already got????

When I’ve already told myself that “I am going to live my life my way… don’t care about what other people think” … Why am I still thinking about others???

Why my life is not only my own?

When I have all the freedom to make my own decisions … and I know what I want to decide… Why I would still consider other people’s opinion and get confused???

How can anyone else be more important in my life than me???

And my favorite answer to all these …
“I DON’T KNOW” … just want to sleep for a while… watch TV … and just forget it.

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Jungle Book

Today I really feel as if I’m living in a “jungle of books” …. :O

Being a prof’s daughter…. Books have been like …. Ummmm…. Jus d most obvious part of my life. As a kid… I used to take it for granted tht its obivious… n rather “necessary” to have a cupboard full of books. :D
A book wid more than 1000 pages neva used to surprise me like ma cousins.
huh…. But today……… huh……… ummmmmmmmmmm…….. its just toooooooooooooo “BOOKLY” day… heheheh.. (me n ma funny terms…) … but cant find a better word than this rite now.

When I was a yr old… I think there was only one cupboard of books… n now…….. :O … huh … there are more places for books in my house than my age…. Be it any place…. Any cupboard…. Anyone’s wardrobes.. (yeah thts true… eve wardrobes) … any shelf .. any showcase…. Everywhere I can find atleast one book… THANK GOD that kitchen is still safe…. (Well even that place wasn’t safe during my board exams :P) ………….. and as if all this wasn’t enough…. ma bro has started demanding for more n more n more boooooooooooooooks….for his studies :O … ( ‘m glad… tht it doesn’t require so many books to become a designer… nift’s library was good enough) .. yeah thts the word…. May be I’m living in a library…..for so many yrs… n still apart from ma novels… I wouldn’t even know the labels.

Since the morning…. Its not raining only outside… but also inside ma “home sweet home” … the only difference is …. Its raining books.
First papa got lodzzzzzzzzzzzzz of books for ma brother… ( gonna be parceled tomorrow… till den I can tolerate)
Second…. A salesman came wid another lot for the school’s library.
Third… ma uncle sent “some” books for Pa.
[welcome dear… apana hi ghar samjo :( ]
Then…. Few more came in a parcel from a’bad…..
……….. A student came n returned the books tht he had borrow from Pa for reference….
… Ma cousin sent some books regarding the course Pa has joined recently…
……………………………. And now I jus don’t even want to know… if anyone has brought “jus some more” for any damn reason………. The house is already flooded wid books….. :O …. When I was taking a lil nap in d afternoon… in ma dream also I could see only bookkkkkkkkkkssssssssss all around me… :D

But anywayz…. This is jus for d day… tomorrow… all of them would have reached their respective places…. N once again everything will be NORMAL….. THANK GOD AGAIN. :D

Hummm… no matter how much I crib… but the fact is… these books are precious… (not talking abt the price tag silly) …. And I don’t need to tell you why… if you are literate enough to read this blog… you know it already… rite? ;) …. btw.. these e-files are also another form of books only… jus tht they don’t occupy much space :P … (they occupy memory chips … lolz) … thts it.

If you are looking for any conclusion… sorry to disappoint you.. :D

Cheers…have a nice day… n ‘m going back to ma sweet lil JUNGLE OF BOOKS ;)