Lemon tree (lyrics)

This is one of my favourite songs....

Title: Fool's Garden - Lemon Tree lyrics


I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree

... about a gal :)

….

She lives in the “wonderland”… Suddenly everything changed in her life… nothing is as it used to be. Now she can’t eat properly becoz funny butterflies has occupied her stomach :D … can’t sleep becoz silly thoughts about someone special keep spinning her brain… can’t concentrate on any damn thing. Most of the time she doesn’t even know what she is doing. Jus keeps smiling to herself… as if something invisible keeps tickling her ;D

She would be sitting in front of the TV but won’t have any idea what channel she is watching (unless its his show ;) …. Suddenly all the love songs start making sense and everything else becomes “nonsense” ..lolz. Whether its day or night… doesn’t make any difference anymore… becoz 24 x 7 she has only one person to think about.

Red color seems to be the most beautiful thing in the world… and roses look like some heavenly thing… she imagines... how beautiful it would look when a bunch of fresh red roses would appear out of thin air…. How wonderful it would be to have a ride with him at the mid night and touch the starts… the Moon looks like something totally magical. Even in the most crowded place she sees only him. She takes stroll with him in the wonderland garden and listens to his stories for hours n hours. They sit on the soft clouds and talk about his friends and his school. Though he doesn’t really look that extra ordinary… but she finds him really cute and adorable. Even his short tempered nature… seems to be a part of cuteness. ;)

Oh… but what is this… earthquake or what????.......

**….BUZZ……**

“……..HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO…. WAKE UP… gal you jus keep dreaming about him all the time… you haven’t even started packing your stuff… what have you been doing since the morning???? .. listen…. Harry Potter is just an imaginary character… he doesn’t really exist … so plzzzzzzzzz… for a while… come back from your dreamland… and finish your work.”

“ohoo… Mom... I knowwwwwwwww… but plz don’t keep me reminding about it again n again.. it hurts ;) … lolz”

Never left my fingertips :D

Generally people would say…. “… never left my lips” … but since most of the time ‘m talking with my frndz online… I would say “the words came till my wrist… but never left my fingertips” :D

Don’t want to hold it back anymore… so here I go ;)

• I like bugging you … coz u always come up with really interesting replies ;)

• Oh… it was just a joke. (Why do I need to tell you this every time???)

• You are really a sweet person… but it’s damn difficult to make a conversation with you. :(

• Ummmm… I do feel like messaging you … really want to know… what are u doing these dayz…. but on second thoughts… most probably you won’t reply back… so should I still do it?... ummmm… naaaaaaaaaah… chuck it.

• Have just started hating the question “whtz up” … coz ‘m tired of giving the age old answer “nothing much” :( (huh… not your fault)

• That’s really sweet of you … but … the answer is NO :(

• I know you are trying to make me feel jealous. ;D

• At times I can’t believe that you are already 25... You talk like a kid. :)

• Okyyyyyyyy… this is the 5th time you are telling me the same thing. (come on... you can trust my memory :D)

• Oh… and this is the 4th time you are asking the same question (Now… I don’t trust your memory :(

• Shinchan is cute… if you don’t like him.. ur problem :/

• I really don’t know how to react to this one :O

• Wow… we got a new topic for argument… yuppiiiiiiiieeeeeee… ‘m so happy now… :D

• The honest answer would be… Yes you are rite in whteva u just said about urself. :( …….. but……………..

• I really don’t know what you are talking about … so jus … “hummmm” (I’ve started liking this word more n more :D … it really helps at times)

• :O Didn’t you really get bored of listening to nonsense I talk?

Don't read... its just all crap

State of mind: “confused”
Mood: Extremely bad
Desire: To run away
Temperature: High
Type of thoughts: All negative
Hope: 0
Future: Blur
Expected result: Blast
Answer to any
Damn question: “I don’t know”


Well… not a new thing for me… but could never understand … why it happens?? Not only me… many of my frndz also face this at times. And I find it very easy to tell them that…
“jus relax… everything will be alrite… jus let this phase pass… n u will be laughing on urself for these foolish thoughts.” … coz that’s the fact.
But alas... when it happens to myself… I jus forget my lines… :/

I wonder if … “being confused” … can be really considered as a PROBLEM? … I mean… for example… financial crisis, illness, loosing a job, having too many responsibilities, a mean boss or a fight with bf/gf are “obviously” considered as problems… but what about the “confusion”…… huh… confused.

When my mind clearly knows that “something” is ALMOST impossible… and even if it was possible… its just a crazy idea… then why the hell my heart would still want it to happen????? STUPID

When I already know… that I can’t do anything in the present situation… and will HAVE TO just go with the flow… why I would still think about silly questions like “why” and “what”????

When I also believe that whatever is happening is good for me (PRACTICALLY THINKING) … why I would still wish to do something which won’t be good for me????

When there is no visible problem around me… why I am still not happy?

Why I would ask only for what I can’t get… instead of valuing what I’ve already got????

When I’ve already told myself that “I am going to live my life my way… don’t care about what other people think” … Why am I still thinking about others???

Why my life is not only my own?

When I have all the freedom to make my own decisions … and I know what I want to decide… Why I would still consider other people’s opinion and get confused???

How can anyone else be more important in my life than me???

And my favorite answer to all these …
“I DON’T KNOW” … just want to sleep for a while… watch TV … and just forget it.

Jungle Book

Today I really feel as if I’m living in a “jungle of books” …. :O

Being a prof’s daughter…. Books have been like …. Ummmm…. Jus d most obvious part of my life. As a kid… I used to take it for granted tht its obivious… n rather “necessary” to have a cupboard full of books. :D
A book wid more than 1000 pages neva used to surprise me like ma cousins.
huh…. But today……… huh……… ummmmmmmmmmm…….. its just toooooooooooooo “BOOKLY” day… heheheh.. (me n ma funny terms…) … but cant find a better word than this rite now.

When I was a yr old… I think there was only one cupboard of books… n now…….. :O … huh … there are more places for books in my house than my age…. Be it any place…. Any cupboard…. Anyone’s wardrobes.. (yeah thts true… eve wardrobes) … any shelf .. any showcase…. Everywhere I can find atleast one book… THANK GOD that kitchen is still safe…. (Well even that place wasn’t safe during my board exams :P) ………….. and as if all this wasn’t enough…. ma bro has started demanding for more n more n more boooooooooooooooks….for his studies :O … ( ‘m glad… tht it doesn’t require so many books to become a designer… nift’s library was good enough) .. yeah thts the word…. May be I’m living in a library…..for so many yrs… n still apart from ma novels… I wouldn’t even know the labels.

Since the morning…. Its not raining only outside… but also inside ma “home sweet home” … the only difference is …. Its raining books.
First papa got lodzzzzzzzzzzzzz of books for ma brother… ( gonna be parceled tomorrow… till den I can tolerate)
Second…. A salesman came wid another lot for the school’s library.
Third… ma uncle sent “some” books for Pa.
[welcome dear… apana hi ghar samjo :( ]
Then…. Few more came in a parcel from a’bad…..
……….. A student came n returned the books tht he had borrow from Pa for reference….
… Ma cousin sent some books regarding the course Pa has joined recently…
……………………………. And now I jus don’t even want to know… if anyone has brought “jus some more” for any damn reason………. The house is already flooded wid books….. :O …. When I was taking a lil nap in d afternoon… in ma dream also I could see only bookkkkkkkkkkssssssssss all around me… :D

But anywayz…. This is jus for d day… tomorrow… all of them would have reached their respective places…. N once again everything will be NORMAL….. THANK GOD AGAIN. :D

Hummm… no matter how much I crib… but the fact is… these books are precious… (not talking abt the price tag silly) …. And I don’t need to tell you why… if you are literate enough to read this blog… you know it already… rite? ;) …. btw.. these e-files are also another form of books only… jus tht they don’t occupy much space :P … (they occupy memory chips … lolz) … thts it.

If you are looking for any conclusion… sorry to disappoint you.. :D

Cheers…have a nice day… n ‘m going back to ma sweet lil JUNGLE OF BOOKS ;)

*Conditions apply

Yesterday…. I was watching “Umaraojaan”. Found it jus an average movie… but costumes and jewelries were fantastic. ;)

Yeah… its weird… once get into a profession… everywhere you are jus bind to see things with a professional attitude….. now I can’t enjoy any movie / serial / song like a normal person … the attention automatically goes on clothes and accessories. :D

Well… talking about “umaraojaan” …. Suddenly I started wondering about Ash-Abhi’s real life… (Not my fault dear…. Their acting wasn’t good enough to make me forget about other side subjects ;) … Before their marriage there was this BIG time discussion going on everywhere… “I think Abhi should marry Rani … they look cute together” …. “Well in my opinion .. Priyanka Chopra is best for him” … “ Oh no… what is he doing with his life? …she is not rite for him at all : (“ …. “ I can’t believe Ash is getting married to Abhi “ ….. “Abhi is not rite for Ash” …………. Oooooooooooh
N soooooooo many other things…. But how does it make any difference? … even if you are rite and things SHOULD’VE been the way you think…. It can’t change the fact…. Rite?

Life is quite moody… she doesn’t listen to these “should be” conditions… she jus goes the way she wants to ;)
And btw… who are we to make any comments abt Ash or Abhi’s life? …”THEIR FANS”-who made them….. hummm… I guess that’s a part of becoming a celebrity… everyone thinks that they have a right to say something about your life. :D

Gosh… can’t even imagine how irritating it would be… everyone discussing abt your personal life. :O … or may be they just enjoy that attention!!!! … ummm .. I don’t know… but I guess they don’t even have any other option apart from just ignoring all that…. Conditions for being a * (star).. ;)